The desire to become a servant
Despite my young age, I work in a technical profession in which I decide a group of people, I am representative and required to be stocky, demanding and even ruled.
No one knows that when I come back to my apartment, my greatest desire is to serve, even slavery. From being a housewife to a fan, to being an object to feed, and even a coffee table for my lady.
Just such hidden desires, only I don't have a woman yet who would want such comfort. Wish you luck in your search!