How do you betray her so that she doesn't drip?
I'm 21 years old and I've been with this girl for over a year and a half. That's so much time that I feel like I've spent half my life with her. It may be short for you, but I've never been in such a long and stable relationship. Recently I thought to myself that since we have been in such a long time, it is a serious relationship and my girlfriend certainly expects the next step from me. You know, the engagement, the wedding, maybe then the kids and so on. There's only one problem, actually, a little dilemma. I'm not quite sure that's the one.
I mean, I'm, I love her, at least I think so, but... I've been feeling like I'd like to have sex with another girl lately. Just to find out if I love my girlfriend and that's enough for the rest of my life, or if it's not that stage yet and I should keep looking. I think it's not exactly a betrayal, because I won't fall in love with the other one, it'll just be testing, just a physical close-up that will show if there will be any emotion to the other one.
If they show up, it means I should break up with my girlfriend, because I don't really love her. And if it's just sex and I forget about the other one in the morning, I'll propose to my cane. And now the question is, how do you make her not know? Or maybe not do it at all and it's stupid?