I'm 20 years old and I don't have any friends I can go out with. I generally live in the countryside. And I don't have a single friend in the countryside. I have one friend I rarely see and he also has friends and mainly goes out with them. Besides, he is 2 years younger, and I would like friends at my age. Not to make me feel any lonely, because I rarely want to go out somewhere. I mainly sit at home and watch TV series, even in summer. But sometimes I think I'm alone as a finger, I see pictures of other people, of people going out together. I wouldn't even have anyone to go on holiday with. And this Sunday there is a harvest festival at my place in the countryside and I don't even have anyone to go on holiday with. I can only go with my parents, who are old-schoolers and I think I would be bored with them. And in general, I am not a boring person not to have friends. Although I've had the opportunity to have them many times only that I didn't want to go out and I guess they'll find out how I am. I don't know if there's anything wrong with me I'd like to have someone to go out with, but people are often fake and maybe I don't want to start making friends so that I don't have to end them afterwards.