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Pain friendzone

I go to 2gim, x (so to speak) too. We've known each other for a few years. We live on the same estate. We were friends right away, and I fell in love with him over time. I don't know why, sometimes we've been in such a bad way since we got out of touch. We just stopped talking to each other. I've been thinking a lot about him lately, and I've been hearing a heartbeat again. I've got the courage. For the first time in a year or so I went to him and knocked. I waited, I waited and nothing. I came home upset and sad. I explained to him that he probably went somewhere for the weekend (it was Friday). Yesterday (Monday) I went again. I was supposed to give up again until I heard the sound of the lock opening. The heart started to beat harder. He opened it, smiled. Good sign. I thought. I said hello and asked if we could talk. He said he's a little busy in an hour. I went home very happily. I felt like I'd win the lottery. It's been 10 minutes, x was already at my door. So we renewed contact. All right, "accidental" touch and all that. He even combed and painted me! (it went very nicely)After half a day spent together, everything came back to me. Every break in contact was caused by the fact that I suffered as a friend, which he had and probably still has many. I still went one step further. I initiated him to hug me. He refused. When I asked him why, he said he didn't know, and then he said he's okay. I wrote that if he doesn't want to, don't do it. He didn't write anything. Today we were supposed to meet at 5:19 p.m. He told me that he wasn't home... I can't live in such a friendship, I cry after nights imagining us together... What to do? - An unhappy teenager...


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If you consistently meet with him and behave naturally, then over time the reciprocal of feelings will come. You can't push it and put it in uncomfortable situations. You're still very young, so mass... expand the commentary a lot of time for love, I understand it's probably the first one, pretty strong. Be yourself, don't rush to show your feelings, try to have a nice time, it will be fine :)
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