I'm jealous of my friend
My friend's name is Damian. I don't even know why, but when I see him with the other girls, a wave of jealousy automatically rises in me. Well, maybe our relationship is a little bit different from just friendships, sometimes there may be more, but we're not together and I know we never will. I'm not in love with him, and I'm just so sure of it, because I know what it's like. To fall in love. Unfortunately. I love him, but it's a purely friendly love, even as between siblings. But when I see him hugging some other girl, or other girls want to pick him up, because, well, he's handsome, I'm sorry. I don't want to choose who he has to deal with because I think it's idiotic, even in relationships, but... I just don't know what I mean, I want to analyze my feelings. I like him, we even went to class together because of each other and we spend days with each other in a practical way, and if we don't, we usually write with each other. We have a lot of interests in common, and I'd say we're a good pair of friends. Would I like to be in a relationship with him? I don't know. I'd be very afraid for our friendship, but maybe I'd like to try. I don't even know why I'm writing this confession, I just want to know your opinion, what I really mean. I'm not in love, that's for sure.